These past couple of weeks have been a couple of the hardest since i've been away...With my great grandmother passing away, it's been hard to be away from home. It's not so much the fact that she has gone because we all knew it was coming, but what makes it hard is the distance seems greater in those times. When i can hear in my the voices of my family the pain, and i just want to give them a hug. Dad is good though. He gives grace and he is the supplier of all comfort. I've learned much in this time, and while it's not been fun to go through, i'm thankful.
This race is coming to a finish here, and there are so many emotions that come with that...On one hand i'm so ready to be home, to be with my family, and friends, to be able to talk to Dad with Aaron (the single thing i miss the most) and to just be among those that have supported, encouraged and loved me so much throughout my time here and far beyond that. But on the other hand, I wonder what things will really be like when i return...Different, that's for sure. Many exciting things are in store I have no doubt. He's been preparing me and refining me throughout these 9 months and all I can say is Seana is not the same. I've been molded, shaped, and broken, but all in the hands of he who knows better than I. Sorry if this post was kind of all over the place....that's how i feel right now...all over the place. heh but anyway thank you all so much for your thoughts. I am eternally grateful.
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